We're dust. It's not only the rich who get it over on you. The poor fight the poor and now you watch every move. Caught in an existence that we can't understand. Forced to climb on the backs of our own, take where we can.
We fight to the top, but our deeds have followed us there. We're not victims we just don't care. Chase money, but we run from our fate. The Violator, the beast from our waste. Show me a future where I'm free from pain. Return to the void where I began.
Time is lost as i regain a new beginning for a different existence. Return to find what I've never known Release, what will I find on the other side and will I know myself. If the circle never ends what's my purpose. I can't tell what's real. No one can tell me what's going on. This earth has become my cell. It's a war on my mind and the cost is my soul and it's been too long since i've felt control over the choices I've made and the ends they bring, I can't find peace.
Through closed eyes when the lights go out and all is still I see. The dark it comes alive, I'm doomed to suffer the nights realities. I fear I'll never wake, this night belongs to fear itself.
Desperately seek a friendly face, familiar voice, a return to a sane world. Faces melt, voices squeal, tighter around my throat fears fingers curl. I'll never wake I can't scream it away. I'll never wake. I stand but still do I lay. I'll never wake again, so to whom do I pray my soul to take. I'll never wake from this wretched state, this night belongs to fear itself. The unshakeable foe, a war that I can't win.
Something inside is pushing me to do wrong but I know I've got to try to maintain. With all I take in around me I find it hard to believe this world is gonna change chorus I'm caught in between the real and the fake. The lines have blurred it's all the same shade of grey. It's always hidden, nothing is given. I feel it beating inside the form that I'm in. Put in the work but it never works out the only thing that's promised is pain.
Search for meaning for a glimmer of truth But it always seems to end up the same repeat chorus It's no way to live, but I live this way. Constant moral decay. The hands of time are runnin' down An unstoppable force, it's always turning 'round. Evil ways are creeping in. With all I take in around me I find it hard to believe this world is gonna change. I'm caught in between evil ways. Can we tell that it's there. Got more soul than the lords before the devils have always taken their share.
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She even told her small children this This is pure, unadulterated evil based upon wishful thinking, lost hopes and dreams, perhaps mental illness as to a "higher calling". If that higher calling involves taking the lives of others, or doing emotional harm, it surely isn't a divine voice God speaking to a person. People need to be grounded enough to question everything, and to KNOW that if a person or a "voice" is asking one to perform a harmful, cruel, unjust action, then that voice does not belong to anything divine.
Some things truly are black or white. I cannot believe how naive these people were. It scares the hell out of me to think that this is no doubt, a story that is repeated daily somewhere around the world. View 2 comments.
May 31, Katherine Coble rated it liked it. Olsen does a good job of writing respectfully about religious people--a skill often found wanting in modern authorship. Unfortunately this just isnt that gripping a story. A sad commentary to be sure, b Olsen does a good job of writing respectfully about religious people--a skill often found wanting in modern authorship. A sad commentary to be sure, but it is the truth of the matter. The other quibble I have with the book is Olsen's tendency to sort of leap around without much connective tissue in some places.
It was pretty jarring to be reading along as he outlined one person, only to get to the next paragraph and find we're across town with another parishoner. Likewise, he mentions things casually which seem like they should be given more attention, while also repeating himself in an almost tic-like way. For instance, he casually mentions that the main couple were buying a house as a next step up the property ladder and alludes to other homes they remodelled.
That seemed like a big pieceof information that deserved more than a few casual sentences. Instead, Olsen talks in several places aBout how a person ran up a huge debt on credit cards by charging things for friends.
The book cries out for anouther good edit. Jun 05, Cheryl rated it liked it Shelves: true-crime. I don't normally get that disturbed by true crime books, particularly when, like in this case, I have seen the true crime television program s telling the story.
However, this book really disturbed me. The television retellings of these events limited the discussion of Nick Hacheney's sexual proclivities to his affair with Sandy Glass. This book makes it clear that there were others who fell under his creepy but charismatic spell.
I was appreciative of the sensitivity with which Olsen portrayed I don't normally get that disturbed by true crime books, particularly when, like in this case, I have seen the true crime television program s telling the story. I was appreciative of the sensitivity with which Olsen portrayed the various levels of spiritual belief in this book, because he didn't really make the book an indictment of religion or faith or even some of the less mainstream Christian beliefs discussed among the church members.
I was less appreciative of the continued and in-depth focus on the predatory pursuit of the women and sexual gratification by Hacheney -- it was revolting. There were times when I wondered how these women could not have seen through him.
He is one sick dude and I am glad he is locked up -- and he is clearly a psychopath, given how many people have decided that the evidence against him doesn't add up, including Dawn's mother who slept with him!
Mar 16, Kellye rated it liked it Shelves: true-crime. My dirty little secret as a reader is that I absolutely adore true crime books. I think they're fascinating. I like police procedurals, forensic science, the justice system, and especially, justice. I really like for the bad guy to get his or her just rewards. This was an interesting case, especially for me as a Christian, because it highlights the dangers of not knowing and understanding scripture on your own.
This guy seriously twisted things to get his way and to have what--and who--he wanted My dirty little secret as a reader is that I absolutely adore true crime books. This guy seriously twisted things to get his way and to have what--and who--he wanted. While there are several adulterous affairs going on in this, there are no gratuitous scenes of description.
This was well-written--better than many I've read by Gregg Olsen. I thought he did an especially good job of detailing the issues within the church itself. However, I do have a complaint. The victim--Dawn--was little more than a prop in the drama of her husband's life.
There is no fleshing out of who she was. I wanted to know her a little better. She is a very sympathetic character in this, of course, but very, very little is said about her.
I would recommend this if you like true crime. It's a good read. Jul 01, Wes rated it it was ok. What's truly frightening about this book is how easily this Church leader dove into a life of spiritual depravity; one of greed, sex, and murder while claiming to be following God and capable of leading a Church.
Perhaps even more frightening is that these people listened to this guy and allowed him to lead them and talk them into joining this pastor's sinful lifestyle. They thought they were following God, when it's obvious that none of them were. Not one of them had the intellect or spirituality What's truly frightening about this book is how easily this Church leader dove into a life of spiritual depravity; one of greed, sex, and murder while claiming to be following God and capable of leading a Church.
Not one of them had the intellect or spirituality to question or stop behavior that is considered an abomination even in the secular world. What's truly sad about this telling of the story is that the author makes no attempt to keep us in suspense.
The author keeps telling us what will happen in advance, then we have to keep reading until it finally does. It's obvious what will happen with whom, even before the people involved knew.
But this book does have a plain and easily deciphered moral: Question the Church and its leaders. Don't accept everything they tell you as truth, just because they claim to be following God. Apr 27, Beverly Garside rated it it was amazing. A Twisted Faith: A Minister's Obsession and the Murder That Destroyed a Church I don't read much true crime, but this tale of a Christian role-playing church, complete with apostles, prophets, exorcists, and a minister with an entire harem of married women taking turns in his bed was one I could not put down.
By the time the demons are cast out and the prophecies are announced, you can almost forget about the suspicious death. For me, the most fascinating aspect was the degree of deception we ar A Twisted Faith: A Minister's Obsession and the Murder That Destroyed a Church I don't read much true crime, but this tale of a Christian role-playing church, complete with apostles, prophets, exorcists, and a minister with an entire harem of married women taking turns in his bed was one I could not put down.
For me, the most fascinating aspect was the degree of deception we are willing to swallow in the name of "love" and the alleged voices of God and the angels. Apr 14, Marianne Stehr rated it really liked it. I enjoyed the book if that is the right words for reading a book that captures this youth pastor's disgusting behaviors but remembered why true crime is not my thing: 1.
I don't mind as much when I know the author made up a work of fiction that is disturbing and 2. I am not a fan of foreshadowing, since a true crime book has a definite end that is known to most people before you even pick up the I am not a reader of true crime, but I am a fan of Gregg Olsen, so I thought I would read this one.
I am not a fan of foreshadowing, since a true crime book has a definite end that is known to most people before you even pick up the book. That being said, it is well-written and a quick read about a very disturbing individual or maybe individuals dependent on the reader's take. Apr 29, SouthWestZippy rated it really liked it Shelves: murder , nonfiction , relationships , true-crime. This could have been a quick read but took my time due to subject. Dawn died in a fire while her husband is away on a hunting trip.
With a quick glance it should have been a open and shut case but over a period of time secrets come out and truth is revealed. I enjoy Gregg Olsen's writing style and admire his ability to to let you draw your own conclusions. Jan 20, Adam rated it it was ok. The true life story in and of itself is fascinating.
Unfortunately the narrative here piles on redundant, repetitive and endless chapters about the preacher's relationships. There is very little info about the actual investigation that occurred, so you read an entire soap opera of love triangles with no comeuppance payoff. This is a true crime book focused more on the bizarre behaviors of those involved rather than the trial itself.
Although I would have liked more information on the trial it was an interesting read. Customer reviews. How are ratings calculated? Instead, our system considers things like how recent a review is and if the reviewer bought the item on Amazon. It also analyzes reviews to verify trustworthiness.
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